...it never said they are sweet.
(DUH, lemons aren't sweet.)
Chemistry midterm answer key came out tonight, and all I can say is: disappointment.
Not at my grade, but at myself. Because now that I look at how much I studied, well, let's just say, it wasn't much.
I think around the same time last quarter I felt the same way too- that I'm the worst possible student failing everything. And just because I managed to salvage my grade by then end of the quarter DOES NOT justify me doing it again this quarter. I told myself repeatedly that I won't let the same thing happen again, but it has only gotten 4 times worse. Because now, it's not only one or two classes, it's all of them.
The sense of disappointment is just brewing in my chest with every passing day.
Mom did say that 臨時抱佛腳 never works; that putting everything off until the last second is bad.
And the worse thing is that I know it. I know it but I still do it.
I can do so much better. Why am I not?
Pull yourself together, girl.
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don't worry, girl. i know you can pull it together in the remaining 5 weeks! my freshman year grades kinda/REALLY sucked... and look how okay i turned out! lol :)
ReplyDeleteSMILE! :D
臨時抱佛腳...
ReplyDeleteIt's not uncommon to find yourself repeating the same patterns of doing/not doing things that way. It takes a certain sense of urgency and willpower to overcome it, but don't worry, all of this is a learning experience.
And besides, you're already much better off in terms of work-ethic than a lot of other people out there.